spoken word.

our activity tonight was..
LEGIT.
we had these people
come and explain to us
Spoken Word.
pretty much an awesome
form of art :)

they had us write something...
nothing special but significant.
my topic was best friends....
this is what i wrote...

are you really my friend?
sayin' you love to spend time with me but hating the one i love.

telling me that work isn't work when you're with your "best friend"
Best Friends..?
now claiming you don't have any because i betrayed

betrayal.
i felt betrayed from you.
telling me you love her when all you do is bash on her..
she did nothing to you!
nothing to deserve your hate.
she did nothing but try to gain your friendship for ME!
and while i took no side i was blinded.
blinded by what i thought was a FRIENDSHIP.

but now i see who you really are.
nothing.
nothing to me
nothing to her
only one word to describe you
only one word needed:
NOTHING.

its kinda lamee
but i just had to let my feelings out.
i did.
aannd now i feel better.
:D

goal for this weekend: no drama down in orem. for suree! :) haha :) i love my friends and i do not want contention with them. sooo i won't do anything to start any fight. i lovee my life and i love this college and everything i've learned here. :)

fiestas, pageants, and mass?

first weekend home

turned out to be

a GREAT one..! :D

preparing for the fiesta on friday did not only deal with food, drinks, and the norm stuff. i was a bit worried for two main reasons... 1. ashley p. v. mariana&&marcela 2. dac v. josh v. mal.... :/. well the party was good. i did have good reason to worry and so things happened... haha. long story short ashley p. v. mariana&&marcela turned into a disaster by the end of the night and lots of name calling here and there and feelings hurt aannd mo hearing it all :D yayyy. positive side: neither dac nor mal showed up so.. no problems on that end :)

on another note fiesta was a success :) i had funn and thanks to all who came, no hard feeling marcela and mariana :)

woke up the next morning after a long night watching movies with ty... my family, ty and i headed off to manti. beautiful. favorite part i cuddled with ty... ha just kidding. loved every minute of sleeping on the beautiful grass. i was buenooo.

sunday: went to mass.

thats all i have to say about that. haha.

now again i am in the beautiful land of the university of utah enjoying the beautiful non-drama filled campus :) till we meet again.